Deathly hand (Kilian’s Red)

One day sitting at a bar at the dark corner of space

He was wearing a coat and smoked with his eyes full of grace

I stood there forsaken, trying to ignore that I am

A part of this process and that's when it all came

He came down to me like in a shallow fairy land

I took his hand, kissed his lip just cos he understands

We lay down in bed its dark rain a storm outside

I look aside, blow a candle and enter the night

He kisses my back, I cannot see a thing

But I feel something next to my heart, it's a sting

He says-I'll pull it out, don’t you worry with me

Just lay back down and alight your face so I can see

I sat at the window, looked out and he said

Do you see that wooden house, "Deathly Hand" it read

He looked at me, took my hand and I got lost

In what I did and what he did the most

I heard the rain outside splashing our thoughts

We weren't able to think, to each other gods

Was it me or the "Deathly Hand"

Cos what I said just hurt us, more and more to its end

I felt all the sheets in the dark and I said

Please cover me in guilt cos that's all there is left

He touched my head, touched my feet and I fell

Deeper and deeper in that ghostly smell

I looked out the window "Deathly Hand" it read

I blinded myself in this night that I had

One day sitting in a bar at the dark corner of space

He stared at me and I drowned into his stable haze

I stood there forbidden, ignoring myself

I tried to scream but knew no one could help